" The only thing that our hearts r made of are the acts of 4giveness and love the only thing real wen push comes 2 shove r the acts of 4giveness and love the story begins again and again with 4giveness and love "

Throwback!!!

Let me know what you guys think. This is almost 3 years ago


-All is Love
-Feel-X

Stop letting emotions blind you and talk real talk... Understand the emotions. Take them in. Know why they have been evoked, and find the real truth...

"Been there Done That in the face of beauty is an attitude that kills grace..."

Universe

"God doesn't occupy a space in the Universe. He is the space. Its ridiculous that we think we could divorce God from our existence. There is something sub-human about atheism. The modern experiment of building a civilization without God is doomed to failure."

Some wise words from a really close friend of mine

-All is Love
-Feel-X

...

Here . . .
Filter feeding

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-Feel-X

Just a few thoughts . . .

Days dragging. . .
Seconds feel like hours
Each tick of the clock stick sharp in one's side like violent ice picks

Can't breathe...
oxygen feels like sharp rocks
when lungs colapse
taking in and pushing out

Love

The heat equivilant to that of
a torture chamber
of luciferian idol worshipers
who have captured

Catholic Evangelists
persecuting them for their beliefs

of

Love . . .

Absolute.

The heat -

Sweat droplets of blood.
Di-hydrogen monoxide is non-exist ant
in this atmosphere of uncertainty

My eyelids have become sandpaper
scratching my cornea
with each blink -

visions of the love
we once shared

I let you capture me
willingly

I allowed you to beat me -
Crown me with thorns
...
Crucify me
...
Spear in my side

Forgive her
For she knows not what she did

This pain is

Agony in the Garden

-All is Love
-Feel-X

All I need is to be on the mic

-All is Love
-Feel-X

Misguided Ghosts

Here's my other joint...

Here are the lyrics

"Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

Album: Brand New Eyes

Lyrics:

(1,2,3,4)

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles



*NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED* THIS SONG DOES NOT BELONG TO ME.
EVERYTHING BELONGS TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS."


-All is Love
-Feel-X

“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.”

Mahatma Gandhi

Mishaps

"Mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us, as we grasp them by the blade or the handle."

James Russell Lowell

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-Feel-X

Evolved

I am the next level of evolution of homo sapiens. What are you going to tell me? . . .


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-Feel-X

"I order you to start living & stop existing."

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-Feel-X

What keeps me going...

If it wasn't for my little homie. I don't know man . . . THIS IS MY BOY RIGHT HERE!!!



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-Feel-X

DONT BAG MY LYRICS!!!

This is how I'm feeling. A little snippet of a track off of my next project which wont be dropping for a few months and I know this is a really early look, but peep . . .

"if it wasnt for rap i probably woulda took the violent road
i probably would have lost my mind a long time ago
these hypebeast kats say feel-x got no kinda flow
got too much to say why the f*** would I start rhyming slow?
a bronx native - hip hop navaho
so it was my destiny to make this urban rock and roll
my styles uncommon though
and i do this not for the fame but because it nourishes my soul"

. . .

"This is the reason that I write
this is the reason that I'm fighting
I said the purpose of my life
is to rhyme - and rock the mic man"

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-Feel-X

I can't see 'em comin down my eyes So I gotta make the song cry

I just cant get away from this song

I know I've been ODing on this on both facebook and twitter, but I'm sorry, I just cant get away from it. Kinda being my theme song right now.


-All is Love
-Feel-X

put you up to speed

for those of you who don't have me on facebook, here's a little copy and paste of what has been going on in my mind. I know I haven't been posting here on the blog much and I have more-so been really using my status updates as well as twitter as my lifee marble notebook. depression kinda getting to me. I have to be real with you guys. - The career is booming, but the personal life is getting to me. I have responsibilities to this world and this society and I won't let this break me down and honestly only God and my music/art is keeping my sane. I kinda run away from my problems into work. But I'm really looking for the change. i want to escape. I need my own little Pandora.



-All is Love
-Feel-X

Ryu's alternate costumes

Just kinda stumbled on to this on facebook. check it out . . . Haduken!


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My father's day. sorry kinda late

It was a great day. Honestly. I got to be with my little man all day. Play with him, and just chill out. Then, when I went to mass at my church I was overwealmed when Father Lopez who was serving mass that day took time at the end of the service to pay respect to all of the fathers, and give them a special blessing and prayer. We were congratulated and presented with these golden "St. Joseph" pins speaking of the great power God has granted us in sharing with the raising of his children and people. honestly this little moment got me kind of choked up...

Then later at the Life night with this LifeTeen program that I help run for the High School aged kids alongside the head Nun Sister Mary Eileen - They surprised me at the end of the night entitled "God is Love" with a Happy Father's Day cake. Kind of crazy cuz I know and put together pretty much everything for this program at St. Raymond's church but they happened to sneak this little surprise by me... Thanks Franchesca - lol.

The night ended with me getting kind of sick and needed to take a bath and lay down, but that didn't even matter - this was a great father's day!

-All is Love
-Feel-X

Haduken - Feel-X

So much more coming. Just wait and see. We going hard. Just watch.


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-Feel-X

From my social work stuff

Check my cameo about 26 seconds into it getting my business man suit on. lol


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-Feel-X

Fight back!!!

"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life wearing a catcher's mitt on both hands; you have to be able to throw something back".

Maya Angelou

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-Feel-X

My Man's Gabe - Genuine Theory

My man's directed and played the main role in this short. Check it out...



-All is Love
-Feel-X

Dead Presidents

O Yes! 1st of the series. Just a grain on the tongue of what's coming...


-All is Love
-Feel-X

Fantasy is reality to the person living it, and reality is a fantasy to those not living it.

My little man

When I picked my boy up from his mother's this morning.


-All is Love
-Feel-X

Happiness needs sadness.Success needs failure.Benevolence needs evil.Love needs hatred.Victory needs defeat.Pleasure needs pain.
You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.

ImSoLove

I love these damn guys!!! No pun intended!


-All is Love
-Feel-X

Truth

“The truth is not for all men, but only for those who seek it.”

Ayn Rand

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-Feel-X

Coop Art Openning @ Mishka

You already know I was in there...Live!








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I am so Ill! I don't care what you say!

More Wolverine for my son...

Got this for my son. A placemat, bowl, plate,and cup of wolverine.


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-Feel-X

Forever . . .

Dope conversation and I had to post it. My boy LVG started it on facebook, but I think this is something to continue discussion on.


-All is Love
-Feel-X

Not Afraid - Eminem

This song is so damn inspirational! My big brother Joe Barz just put me on to it and I had to share it with you people.


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-Feel-X

Mshka party

My rewards from the night goin 2 mshka. I got this card and a mshka patch. Def. Goin on my jacket

Went to the event with the homies at "I'm So Love" and networked with a few people, then went to 14th and Union to chill for a minute. I hopped in the cipher and killed of course. Lmao.

-All is Love
-Feel-X

Dumn Hype!!!

Look at what I copped today. Say I'm obsessed - I probably am. Say I'm a child. . . I definitely am. Love it!!!


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-Feel-X

Classy events

Last night I went to an independent film screening with an old friend of mine named Chris Maestro. This man has done a lot of activist work and has also produced a few beats for me in the past. Right now he is starting an organization named Between the Lines Mentoring

Anyway so we were talking on text yesterday and he randomly hits me saying "Hey what are you doing tonight?". I responded, "IDK yet...why" Then he told me about the screening and I said yea I'll come through.

So I get there and the atmosphere you can tell immediately is a little more upscale, but definitely humble and intellectual as well. I sit down in the theater which was a small one that you can rent out over on 3rd street right off of ave. B, and I start catching up with Chris. It had been a while since we met and had a lot of catching up to do.

The film was about an exchange program between kids from New York(Harlem) and Maine through a program called Operation Breaking Stereotypes and it was really funny, entertaining yet made you ponder upon questions especially between racial class, and social-economic class. All in all a good film.

Afterwards there was a Q&A session with the cast then food served and just overall networking time. And I just have to say this classy styled event is more my style. You know ... Hors d'œuvre consist of steamed vegatables, fish, Macaroni, pita bread and hummus and whatnot, sipping wine, and the only other drinks are like sparkling water, and sparkling lemonade...

All I'm saying is after that I just need to be at more events like this. I'm sick of the "HOOD" ish. This is where I need to be at.

-All is Love
-Feel-X

last one... my painting

IT says that this painting represents me. I will definitely say the description fits pretty right...


-All is Love
-Feel-X